Good evening friends.  What a great day in life this was today on June 11th, 2015.  I want to thank all our friends who reached out to me in time of need and I hope I put some wind back in your sails.  Many many people did this for me when i was down and out.  So thank you friends for confiding in me.  It never leaves you or I, ever.

I thank God everyday for my new family.  The odds on this happening were slim and none, and slim left the building years ago.  I could feel some of our friends rolling their eyes and saying here goes Scott on one of his happy rants again. It’s true its getting a little repetitive, but after 4 decades of being miserable, not only am I am happy, I am happy about being happy if that makes sense to you, it makes perfect sense to me.

I want offer all my friends in ELS that i love dearly the realities of hope.  I swear to God and on Sammy’s life, I was in the top 100 most miserable people on Earth.  It didn’t matter what i had or the nice gals and guys in my life, when i returned home each night, I was the most miserable lonely person on the planet. I literally could not stand being with myself for one second alone.   And the odd thing was, intellectually and in reality i knew I was a nice guy. But I was spiritually bankrupt, and no people or cash and prizes could restore my spiritual bankruptcy.

I thank God everyday now for removing the blinders i had on my eyes obstructing the obvious gifts that sat right in front of me.  Today I do not feel empty, i feel solid as any other happy person does.  And a result of liking myself and not feeling like a piece of _hit, I can understand that i deserve Vanessa, the sweetest gal on the planet who also at 47 has the greatest body that ever lived, lol.  What’s the point Scott you are rambling narcissistically ?  The point is that if a person like me, the most unhappy person on Earth for 40 years can have a spiritual awakening and give up the war for happiness, anyone can.

So despite the 960 i got on my SAT’s and graduated high school number 267 out of  a class of 275, eighth from the last, I manged to knock down many walls to get to #Happyville.  And because of that gift given to me, I want to give back to anyone who needs it.  And what’s my fee ?  Zero.

As people served me in darkness, I have an obligation to do the same.  I can say with complete confidence, I don’t have the GPS to the happiest life, but i do have the GPS out of pain and suffering and a great shot at happiness, and I am living proof of that.  Sammy & Family is here for anyone at anytime If you need a little pick me up which we all do from time to time.  My email is; smith7024@yahoo.com.   My name is Scott Smith, formerly the most lonely person on Earth.

Signing off from Puerto Rico on day 151, Sincerely, Scott Smith for Sammy & Family.