Good evening friends.
It’s great to be alive on November 5th, 2015. Good, bad or indifferent, today is a gift. Many people that were here yesterday are no longer with us. We have to remember that. A lot of people pass on each day that wanted to live. We owe it to them and ourselves to live this life as best we can.
In recovery I was taught what gratitude means. Whether you had those kind of problems or not, living a grateful life is an open invitation for all to enjoy. Again, I used to think that life was a series of losses and then you die. Now I know life is a series of experiences and then you grow.
Had I not gotten into alcohol and substances, I would’ve never gone into recovery and learned what happiness means. I would have just kept being miserable whether I was sober or not. The good news is that its not a prerequisite to get into the trouble I did to be free. You don’t have beat the hell out of yourself to realize whats important.
Things can always be better, things can always be worse. The question is; “What am I grateful today?” — Whoever those people were that told me life is better with the glass half full, than half empty, you were dead right. Nobody needs to give themselves a beat down with alcohol and drugs to understand that. Just accept it as a truth, and a fact from a person who has made more mistakes than 1000 people put together.
Signing off from Puerto Rico on day 299. Dr. Harp Seal for Sammy & Family.