Goodnight friends and family. We are coasting through the week again. It’s incredibly hot outside. Temperatures are at a record high all across the country. Be very careful not to let yourself or your pet overheat. This heat can be deadly. Stay hydrated and stay cool.
Today marks one of the most important days in my life. Today is my Weezer’s birthday. On this day twenty years ago, the most gentle being I have ever known, came into this world. It was my precious baby girl. This message is for you my angel.
Happy Birthday to My precious Weezer. I’m sending my whole heart out to you in heaven. How can I ever make you understand what your life means to me? What YOU mean to me? How can I ever make you understand how much I love you and how much of my heart is torn apart, now that we are separated? I don’t think I ever can. I don’t think there are words for this, baby. Please forgive me.
Not a second goes by that my heart isn’t hollow and aching for my beautiful baby. Not one minute, of one day without you, is conceivable to me, or ever will be. I can only take this day by day. I can only try and distract myself from thoughts of you, because the pain is too great to process. I guess this is the price of love, my angel. The price was too high for a girl who was already afraid of loving, but you will always be worth it. You were my priceless jewel. You were my gift from heaven above. You were my angel and you were sent to save me, when I was being swallowed up by the darkness. Im still here for you baby and your place in my heart and soul, can never be filled. I miss you. I miss my baby. I play your favorite song for you all of the time. I hope you can hear it Weezer. Here are the words to your song, baby. I hope you are in your “Castle On A Cloud”, because that’s what you deserve.
No matter where I go, no matter how much time passes, or where life takes me, you will always be with me, etched into my soul forever and always, my precious baby. Promise me that you’ll always be mine, because I could never know anything in this world, as beautiful as you. I love you. I love you forever, baby. Please never forget that you’re my girl.
“Castle On A Cloud”
“There is a castle on a cloud. I like to go there in my sleep. Aren’t any floors for me to sweep. Not in my castle on a cloud.There is a room thats full of toys. There are a hundred boys and girls. Nobody shouts or talks too loud. Not in my castle on a cloud. There is a lady, all in white. Holds me and sings a lullaby. She’s nice to see and she’s soft to touch. She says “My girl”, I love you very much. I know a place where no one’s lost. I know a place where no one cries. Crying at all is not allowed. Not in my castle on a cloud.”
All animals on this earth should be treasured. All animals on earth are a gift and we should always be grateful for them. Animals are Gods most advanced teachers of unconditional love. These are living angels that walk amongst us. Too many of them are waiting in shelters, longing for only love. Too many of them are being hunted, abandoned, abused and neglected. We pray for the forgotten ones tonight and always. God is watching over his angels.
No lives will go in vain. No pain will go unnoticed. Amen.
Love from,
Jessica Lee Smith,
For Sammy & Family
